Thoughts swim in anguish so close yet so far,
To count the times like a penny in a jar,
Stabbing my heart like a stake in the mud,
Lustful whispers of voices dull thud,
Silky smooth I freeze in your presence,
Weary of anxiety yet my courage relents,
A brief glimpse of every occasion I see,
The chances for flesh seem to fly over me,
Why can't I speak it's as if I am dead,
Words normally flow free but now hide in my head,
No job to mention no scholastic pursuit,
What answers to give with an honest man's boot,
I curse this plague that eats my mind,
Reaping seeds of sorrow with teeth that grind,
One day I will be healthy and strong,
I'll have my career and write my song,
No longer afflicted with an empty life,
To have that which I've wanted maybe even a wife,
Eventually a family that I can provide,
To see them grow I will swell with pride,
I focus on the future these hopes held dear,
Try not to worry and succumb to fear,
For life is a journey so fast and so brief,
Tis better to enjoy my time than wallow in grief
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