Crash

All in all every plane begins to stall,

Soar quick up high plummet faster goodbye,

Give birth to engines fueled by passion and tensions,

Not to mention the passenger kidnapped messenger,

Mail won't be delivered cold air all shivered,

Turbine explode overload capacity see through opacity,

Free fall don't panic just stay manic,

More fun that way don't succumb death pay,

Infinite reward move toward all aboard,

Flashes of light actually explosions in the night,

Inferno of white engulf mortal coil might,

Black clouds billow accept fate mellow,

Aren't we all creeps reckon shallow peaks,

View out the window so calm crashing below,

Swift kick to spine seat behind ripped from bind,

Turn to look but fail to realize,

Everyone with sheer terror in their eyes,

Why is it I feel no fear it approaches so near,

White knuckles on most jaw dropped pale ghost,

Tempted to unbuckle the safety hasten tragedy,

Refrain from insane possibly survive hell dive,

Screams drowned by horrible sound all around,

The gates of darkness beckon we are bound,

I sense impending doom our destination reached soon,

Suddenly I visualize my past all the days I was alive,

Good and bad but I relished it all I was glad,

My last act on earth was to give death a smile,

Reaper scythe eclipsed now I walk shadow mile

Black Heart Friends

How do you define insanity,

Ramblings of chaos or illusions calamity,

Mine lurks deep in my mind all the time,

Awakened by horror no escape just more,

Visual decay imagine flesh melt disarray,

Pictures during the day only add to the fray,

Unstoppable demons clench my mind no reason,

I try to halt the slaughter but they laugh harder,

Pushing their death before my eyes black heart demise,

It became black from how often they occur and attack,

Can't deter insidious fever polluted delusion demeanor,

My black heart friends take a piece of me easily,

I have no control they simply drill their hole,

So during the day people laugh when I say,

No horror movies I can't feed them they don't go away,

Don't be ridiculous it's just fake cinema,

The black heart friends deal blood no replica,

A vast ocean so dark like a million horror novels,

Seas of corpses tramp and tear gore ridden brothels,

I used to think video games were safer,

You see movies portrayed reality more easy to occur,

Fine for a while until I mocked and they opened the file,

The cheesy graphics became so real out of this world surreal,

I challenged and the black heart friends made me their meal,

It only happens late at night about to sleep,

Close my eyes and black heart friends creep,

Leap before my eyes I turn away but no reprise,

Change of thought but still they fought,

Like a slideshow with your eyes taped open,

Replaying over and over horrific violent woven,

Because you see that did happen to me,

My step-brother's family unrelated no sympathy,

I was so young and dreaded anything remotely terrible,

An innocent inquiry turned into haunted memorable,

Come watch you will enjoy,

No please don't tie me I'm just little boy,

I close my eyes but eyelids taped to forehead,

Repressed the whole thing but black heart friends never did

Them

Thoughts seem to spin a situation I can't win,

Fooled myself into hate when really I was just late,

The hate turns to pity for others but mostly me,

I always come back to this place of disgrace,

Reflecting on the past waiting for the last,

Final cut of the zero hour climb that tower,

Rewind that song I need more time among,

Try to grasp that fleeting moment keeps retreating,

I catch a glimpse in the corner but never since,

Darkness descends pools of black heart friends

Burning

Falling down makes it hard to get up,

Sometimes life is a half-filled cup,

Staying up till six waiting for answers,

Eating poorly body weak feeling worse,

No exercise we chastise these days of our lives,

Mind goes to waste unread books fill my case,

Moved away from friends and family just lonely,

Then we wake up and realize it's time to get up,

Let's go to sleep early and strengthen our spirit,

Stop repeating these lists and just do it,

We can eat better and strengthen our will,

Breakfast don't skip its most important still,

A little walk here and there strengthen the body,

It raises morale and only has to be done moderately,

Pick up that book to strengthen the mind,

Education in wordplay find time to unwind,

And never forget friends and family strengthen the soul,

Someone to rely on to speak to and keep control,

For without these things life certainly takes it's toll,

Burning our candles at both ends descends down the hole

Beginnings

Vicious wishes serve no purpose,

As if granted makes truth surface,

Retreat to hollow cheat usual beat,

Drained of reason now empty seat,

If it fails plans derail off scale,

Collapse lie cold in storms of hail,

Leery brain is weary thoughts so dreary,

Analyze the problem hypothesize theory,

New course develop fresh source of remorse,

Rekindle prior passion which is now a corpse,

Once alive it can thrive down deep and dive,

Resurface for air and further it strive,

For once it began dormant again master plan,

We started as monkeys and evolved into man

Civil

A time of turmoil live and die by the gun,

Head for the west house of the rising sun,

President assassinated freed the lost one,

Hang a man for treason only for good reason,

Blues and greys collide before my very eyes,

Rifles fire cannons blow good man dies,

Sons and fathers bleeding on their own land,

Fight for bridges and rivers what they demand,

Unite under a banner die in the same manner,

Slaughter your neighbor buried next to them later,

Widows carry on so much work no one to rely upon,

Their sons are dead and husbands won't ever return,

It happened once that we let this fine nation burn

Deeds

Something out of hand not what we planned,

When did things turn wrong find answers in a song,

Interpret messages melodic reflective bandages,

Tell me where the planet is left so long disparages,

Frantic on the fringe of foreseeable famine,

Give me mental dilemmas I can examine,

Analyze spectacular visuals so criminal,

The usual suspects perplex what comes next,

Illusions of shadow filled to fuel the cattle,

Garner desperate power weaken tomorrow,

Nihilistic nature frayed brutal savior,

Turn to forsake another perhaps evil brother,

Or at least that's what they told us to believe,

Poisoned our minds with lies meant to deceive,

A stab in the back but we welcomed the knives,

Took them to heart white smiles glistening eyes,

Stamped blood in pavement oil drenched hands lament,

A nervous greed to proceed agenda polluted seed,

Raised and bred betrayed then left for dead,

How can we live with what's been done,

Abandon reason pursue truth don't run